I haven’t been on tumblr on so long. like more then two months?

I guess i will have to start blogging again. Dang, i need more followers too. D:

Its amazing how someone could tell you that they loved you at one point. And then one thing happens and they completely walk away.  It’s amazing how they are so much happier withyour you in their life, Eh it kinda hurts

i kinda want to cut. so i bleed and bleed.

Yeah thats what you have done for me.

You thought you were doing it so you didnt hurt me more. but you did the opposite .

eh guys these days =’[

i was up forever tonight.

I am sleepy and my baby is sleeping on the phone

I must go join her. Work in the AM.

goodnight(:

you lost me forever :)

I’m better off without you.

even though i do miss you

i’ll get over it. and you will never be able to hurt me again

I’m crying so fucking bad right now. I can’t believe this. After everything that has happened your really going to do this to me? I know guys are jerks, and only care about what they want. And this just proves this. I’ve never trusted a guy except my father. I thought you would prove me wrong. You were my best friend. You have saved my life so many fucking times, i cannot count. You have taught me so many things, i cant possible name them all. I told both of you if you get back together i would be gone. I have went through this TIME AFTER TIME AFTER TIME. i love you care about you both. But why are you hurting me like this. I shouldn’t let someone hurt me like this, but you know what i am? And you said bye so easily. You didn’t care how i felt. You didn’t care what its doing to me. Its so selfish. I don’t know if i can ever forgive you. All the memories…. laughs.. are gone. COMPLETELY gone. I cannot believe your doing this to me. =’( i hope you fucking know all the pain you’re putting me through. I have made mistakes too… and i am sorry for that. But i would never do this to you…….

Well the fight we got into last night is over. I’m glad..because i seriously don’t know what i would do without her. she told me, don’t worry babe, it was just a fight. i know we belong together, and i know we fight alot, but its whatever. we’re always okay in the end. sooo excited for our 9 month saturday :)

i can’t believe its been this longgggg!

of being treated like this. then having people come to me from TH saying I’m talking shit about my fiance. like what the fuck is wrong with people?! People should just stay out of my business for one. Then saying that i said something that is totally untrue. UGH. people fucking piss me off.

MY RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS AND CONCERNS WILL stay off of TH.

stupid bitch. >:[

i love being being in love <3

to be productive today! :0 Last night, was one of the worst nighs in a long long while. Please let today be better <3

how much certain decisions change/ruin a friendship. I wish you hadn’t chosen this. Because of a girl, it completely turned our friendship in a different direction.

but as long as your happy i guess

there is nothing else i can really do. I just didn’t expect this. I would have never guessed this would be the outcome. I feel like there’s a lot of unsaid things going on, but i hope this is permanent .. because if this does happen again, it will hurt me more then you realize.

… are you that oblivious, it’s hurting me as it is, for reasons you have NO idea.